The Girl With The Eyes

The spn_j2_xmas exchange deadline is coming up really soon, and I'm just soooo stuck right now on this fic, I mean I have the idea and I even have an outline for the most part, but writing it just does not want to happen - it is ridiculous. This should be really easy, just fleshing out the outline, but pulling teeth! I think it's a combination of everything else I have going on right now. Paintings for Christmas, and big bangs to be working on, and omg christmas, and bachelorette parties, and family... I'm ready for a break from december, for serious.

In other less complain-y news:

My spn_j2_xmas fic was posted today and I loved it so much!

Title: So This is Christmas
Author: shakespearsgrl2
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jeffrey Dean Morgan/Jensen Ackles
Summary: Jensen needs a boyfriend for the holidays and Jeff just happens to be there

This really was so nice, it was sweet and fun and Jeff was so much the way I like him, and just really it was a pleasure to read this and it makes me want to finish my own exchange fic in the hopes that whoever I'm writing for will like it as much as I enjoyed this one.

So read it and tell shakespearsgrl2 that you enjoyed it, she deserves some feedback on this.

and I uploaded some new Jeff icons last night and I need a chance to use more of them soooo GIP

We went to the movies tonight, we were going to see that How to train your dragon cause it looked cute, but we got there and mom saw they were showing Death at a Funeral and she said we had to see that one. So the plans changed.

So we were sitting there watching previews together, and a promo for The Losers comes on, and of course it makes me smile, and my sister says the only reason I want to see it is because of JDM - and I said who cares?

And then mom said that I can't like JDM because I'm a lesbian.

So I guess that means she got the message yesterday. Though I corrected her that even if I like girls I can UNF over JDM all I want.

I tried to put up a new layout tonight, I always try and do this in the middle of the night.

At least I wasn't completely stupid and forgot to copy+paste my old layout css into a notepad file before I started fucking around with things.

So I was able to set things to right, though I did make the layout a little wider, and I made a new header.

Karl you're very pretty, but I miss me some JDM.

I'll likely continue to fuck with the layout over the next few days, I think it's time for a change. But in the meantime I have JDM to keep me company.

I had a nightmare about being pregnant the other day and now all I can think about is JDM at night - I suspect it's because he's the only man in the world I would have babies for

I has a headache and I am up way past my bedtime. And do you know why? Because I decided I needed to make a new wallpaper for myself tonight, which of course invariably leads to browsing through pictures and tutorials and such and yeah now here we are at 4am. But I have a wallpaper. I'm not sure I am completely happy with it yet, but it's pretty either way so that's the important part.

So you should look at it, and tell me how you think it could be improved. I think the text might be too big.

( It's JDM! )

I'll probably end up playing with it a bit more tomorrow, we shall see, but I wanted to share.

In other news, I want my new computer, it has still not arrived and I am full of woe, not supposed to arrive until the 18th, but I am just not that patient especially when it comes to shiny.

So um... bed!