It sucks being jealous of your younger sister. Especially when she is just 18 and you're 24 nearly 25. But it's hard seeing year after year the little ways your mother shows that she prefers younger sister - and the less than subtle ways your dad shows the same thing. It's hard to know that despite being the oldest of four, despite having done everything my parents ever wanted me to, despite coming home when mom asked me, despite all that she still prefers younger sister.
I love my sister of course, and she is pretty cool. But dang, aren't parents supposed to be equally satisfied with all their kids?
In other less selfishly whiney news: We are headed up to Killeen tonight, to visit grandma because that's what you do at the holidays. So mom is going crazy baking tonight and stuff, but yeah I'm not gonna help with that mess - I've done a pretty good job avoiding baking and things this year. I am proud of myself.
After talking with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
starryskies tonight I have the urge to read Harry/Sirius fic. Know of any?
I love my sister of course, and she is pretty cool. But dang, aren't parents supposed to be equally satisfied with all their kids?
In other less selfishly whiney news: We are headed up to Killeen tonight, to visit grandma because that's what you do at the holidays. So mom is going crazy baking tonight and stuff, but yeah I'm not gonna help with that mess - I've done a pretty good job avoiding baking and things this year. I am proud of myself.
After talking with
starryskies tonight I have the urge to read Harry/Sirius fic. Know of any?